RAWR

LOVE the fact that I am sitting at home on a Saturday night....I woke up this morning and just sensed that it was not going to be my day. People recommend that when you wake up cranky that you should try and be positive and change the outcome of your day. I tried. I really did. Gave it a valiant effort. No success. All day, a part of me has just been like "BLAH!" and no inspirational quotes or funny websites made that part cheer up. Looking at photos of Costa Rica was a deadly idea I had to lift my mood but that idea completely backfired. There was a hope that looking at me happy, feeling entirely happy, no worries, would help. Although it temporarily made me laugh, in the end I just wished I could be back in those moments with the people who were equally as happy to be there. This town is nothing like that place. This town is pretentious and dull. Hardly the heaven I was in for 5 weeks.
Dad says to just focus on moving in July but that is so far in the future. I liked when I was happy just in the moment. Happy right then and there. I do not feel like that at all now. Not today. Every energy I have to make life positive is drained by the shit these low life people throw at each other every day.
Is being a grown up not appealing to the people I went to school with? Does no one feel like childish drama is pathetic? Or am I the only one? I cannot handle these people, so next time someone asks me why I keep leaving, I will answer with "Because of people like you". Not to be rude, but just to be honest.